This is torture beyond measure
Who revels in this with pleasure?
The pain you can't describe
But where does it hurt?
How does it hurt?
It's abnormal pain
That you can't see
But drives you insane.

I can't let go
I can't let go
I can still hope
Hopelessly in vain

I've seen it
I've heard it
I've felt it
In front of my eyes.

How someone can love and tear your heart at once
Is this what love is today?
No one knows what love is
No one knows
Love for people
Between people
Does not exist;
That which we pretend
Is not its true meaning

I can't let go
leave
escape
So I sit
sigh
regret

I torture myself
to push myself beyond the limit
Over the edge
The edge of darkness
Hollowness
Where there is nothing
No feelings
No pain
Darkness in death
or insanity?
Either way it's there,
not here.