lol

After seeing the first "doctor" in Pretoria - this is what I thought of him! haha

Something Interesting

You can follow the lines at one go..

"The Secret"

If you've read "The Secret" you'll know what I'm talking about when I say that this is my visual board. Most of them have come true!! Still one more to go though..

Harry Potter Phoenix

Harry Potter actually has some interesting philosophical theories! And reading them always keeps me going. Done with oil pastels.

To Ella

I made this collage after Ella passed away. This is for Olga also..

some of my art stuff

Punctuation....

Damn blogspot for not letting you use puntuation! Trust me, it's much more interesting that what it seems :) PS hope you like the new stuff

Judge me?

Who are you to judge me
criticize me
All I call it is jealousy
Look at me with
malicious eyes
For in yourself
you see demise
I hate you for what you
call me
I don't know you
for he won't tell me
Show yourself, cowards hide
But those are the ones who
judge and chide
Show yourself
you're afraid
Call me names
it's what you say
Judge me criticize me
Point at me, chide me
You know why,
because you're shy
Of your own faults
So you make up mine
Say what I want though
It hurts inside

Our Love

No one can know but us
The path we take, we must
Listen to our hearts
Let it teach us the way
What it is that we do
That makes it sway

This is writing not like the rest
For good reason, for this is my test
I'll live to learn
Even if fire burns
Play with it right
You'll find it can delight

What do they know
The people who interfere
What can they show
But their own fears
Who do they think
they are to steer
Us apart though to each other
we are dear
What do they know
These friends that will
Let you down
As soon as you spill.

This is torture beyond measure
Who revels in this with pleasure?
The pain you can't describe
But where does it hurt?
How does it hurt?
It's abnormal pain
That you can't see
But drives you insane.

I can't let go
I can't let go
I can still hope
Hopelessly in vain

I've seen it
I've heard it
I've felt it
In front of my eyes.

How someone can love and tear your heart at once
Is this what love is today?
No one knows what love is
No one knows
Love for people
Between people
Does not exist;
That which we pretend
Is not its true meaning

I can't let go
leave
escape
So I sit
sigh
regret

I torture myself
to push myself beyond the limit
Over the edge
The edge of darkness
Hollowness
Where there is nothing
No feelings
No pain
Darkness in death
or insanity?
Either way it's there,
not here.