Alone Again

Sleepless nights, dreaming days
Life slips away, gone in a haze
Arms keep on bleeding, my wrists they're encircling
But don't get me wrong, it's not a suicide song
My insides are swollen
Hopes and dreams have been broken

I'm repulsive, I can't keep
Just abusive, when you stay

Can't take the loneliness no more
A thousand tears have fallen before
I won't let myself die, again
Even if I cry out, in my pain

I can't let myself go
That much I know
So I'll have to remain
And feel my pain
One day I'll go crazy
Hopefully happy
If I just can't die
For everyone around me

I'm back again,
To a place I can't get out of
I'm falling again,
Drowning soul without love

Everyone around me
Doesn't seem to care
I just want someone to show me
That I'm really there